Christina. Portland. Writin'.

"I go to war, like a fool / my cells are shaped, like a moon / all I can do is cry"

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Missing so many people and spaces right now, and dreading missing even more in the future. Thankfully, Gabe gifted me this one many years ago. I come back to it often…

sau·da·de (Portuguese)
plural noun: saudades
Does not have an English translation. Describes a deep emotional state of nostalgic or profound melancholic longing for an absent something or someone that one loves. In Portuguese, Tenho saudades de você" (Brazilian Portuguese) translates as "I have saudade of you” meaning “I miss you,” but carries a much stronger tone. In fact, one can have saudade of someone whom one is with, but have some feeling of loss towards the past or the future.

"History is history / history is all we look forward to / erase it, we will erase it / we will erase the slavery and hatred / to control the past is to control your future / I’m happy / you’re happy"

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"I’m afraid / I’ll become who I actually am / bleach my brain / clean my memory / drench my soul in alcohol / life is full of so much nothing / until I look back on everything / makes no difference to me / whether you’ve had the same thought / same indifference"

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Hey guys so here it is finally my Short Film created by Jimmy Lin & help from my Canadian family and myself

'Lost In Translation' 

Thank you for all the support, re-blog and leave me all the comments for me, 



Ricky! So dope.

Grammar is a piano I play by ear, since I seem to have been out of school the year the rules were mentioned.

—Joan Didion’s “Why I Write” (via jakezucker)

(Source: people.bridgewater.edu, via jakezucker)

Best Montreal weekend with my best friend.